Too Close to Touch

Title: Too Close to Touch

Author: Scap3goat

Series: TOS

Pairing: S/Mc

Rating: PG-13 for language

Summary: McCoy’s thoughts regarding Spock and his katra.

Disclaimer: Paramount/Viacom owns Spock, McCoy, and all things Trek. I only own this drabble.




God, this is killing me. You are so close, you are here but I can’t touch you ‘cause you’re – again – behind a wall of glass. And it hurts. I can see you and I know that you see me but we can’t talk or touch.
Sometimes you really piss me off. Everyone knew, but you never intended to tell me, right? I’m only your fucking katra-carrier.
I’d say: “Go out of my head, now!” but would it have any effect? You don’t – want to? – hear me.
Your blasted katra, your essence, in my head and you’re still dead to me.

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