Title: Too Close to Touch
Author: Scap3goat
Series: TOS
Pairing: S/Mc
Rating: PG-13 for language
Summary: McCoy’s thoughts
regarding Spock and his katra.
Disclaimer: Paramount/Viacom
owns Spock, McCoy, and all things Trek. I only own this drabble.
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God, this is killing me. You are so close, you are here but I can’t touch you ‘cause you’re –
again – behind a wall of glass. And it hurts. I can see you and I know that you see me but we can’t talk or touch.
Sometimes
you really piss me off. Everyone knew, but you never intended to tell me, right? I’m only your fucking katra-carrier.
I’d
say: “Go out of my head, now!” but would it have any effect? You don’t – want to? – hear me.
Your
blasted katra, your essence, in my head and you’re still dead to me.